It was a depressing day today. Somehow, i managed to forget everything during hockey. I was complaining abit until everyone found me annoying so i stopped. Then i think i went high after seeing bwong and alicia and then i forgot everything for a moment. And now it’s all coming back again :/ There seems to be alot of stuff bothering me i realised. Just that i didn’t bother to collate them. So, if you would like me to write it down, im sure it’ll be one page long. Wah sometimes i just love myself, sometimes i can actually forget all the unhappy things when im high. Love myself even more when i can actually be super high on the outside but feel like crap inside. I’m a super weirdo.
Olevels are coming, CHINESE yes*stabs. The day that my chinese gets an A1 will be the day Enru becomes a lesbian=never ever gonna happen. Okay im saying this looking at how badly i did for my prelims. I can see my DSA flying away already.
Okay, whatever i shall stop this. I need to let it all out somehow, if not i’ll break down like some exhausted factory machine. Okay, sad songs from my phone are continuously playing making me even sadder :/ yes im a weirdo.
Oh, i realised bwong actually reads my blog!
I need you
I need your shoulder to lie on
This post goes specially to Oon Wan Ying, my WIFEY:
Hello you! Don’t be sad! You know Yongmei will always be there you whenever you need her! Somemore, you memorised my number right? You better do! Don’t be like me and be sad for no reason la okay. It’s really kinda bad. AND IT’S 12:22 NOW YOU ARE NOT SLEEPING YET! Later tomorrow wake up not pretty already, and yongmei becomes prettier than you. Oh wait, i have always been : D hahaha you pok, dont sad la! You make Yongmei hubby worried you know ): If your the other hubby doesn’t want you, I WANT I WANT I WANT. I WANT WANYING AS MY WIFEY : D Yay and we will be TOGETHER AND FOREVER <33333333 I shan’t care about bwong okayyyyy for this very very very minute! Hahaha, im talking to you not to her okay! Yay cheer up you cause you have your hubby right right right right HEREEEEEEE : D
I LOVE YOU WANYING ! <333333
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Hi, this is me. I shall just be very ego for once and post it right here.
Karen took it and i think i look nice (HAHA).
I sent this to like many people and asked them to put this as msn display.
Apparently none did ): But oh well, i shall post it here then
I think im quite hyper now. Another moodswing cause this morning i was quite irritated with my parents (and it was mother’s day). Went for mass with KAREN (: and Father Simon said and very funny joke.
Two Christian parishoners and one catholic priest were talking about the problems of birds in their church. The 1st parishoner said that he covered all the holes on ceiling but somehow, they came back. The 2nd parishoner said that he called the pest control. The problem was solved for a while, but the birds came back. The catholic priest said, oh i have already solved the problem. The parishoners were shocked and asked how did he do it? He said, “I confirmed them and they never came back”
HAHA, funny right. Okay in a way is funny but it’s quite true. The last time, i knew that once i’ve got confirmed and i probably never come back to church again. I thought that mass and all were boring and it was so troublesome to go to church. Somehow now, my perspective totally changed. Hmm, maybe it’s kinda weird that this is happening. My friends especially my church friends know that im the kind that dont go for mass. Well, USED to be. It seems like actually, i don’t have much contact with my church friends. I don’t talk to them as much as last time :/ Erm, maybe just the some of them but yeah i just come and go yknow? Nevertheless i still enjoy cat class cause they’re all one bunch of funny people who often entertain me with their antics. Okay maybe not they but TERRY THAM. HAHA, he’s damn hilarious.
I learnt one thing today from church. Mass does not ends once you leave this church because you need to spread the word of God. Somehow im having difficulty doing that because it just seems weird for a person who has little faith to suddenly just WAH you know. I’m scared because my faith doesn’t seem strong enough yet. So im taking one step at a time and pray for guidance.
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Okay another thing. Guess what, i had 2 lunches today + a bowl of honey stars + cream puff. I’m extremely bloated now and Karen says i really eat cows. HAHA. Oh and im not lesbian! Please, okay i think Germaine is like my cutiepie but im like really not in love with her or something la okay. If she loves me then i consider. HAHA NO LA. Madness, yongmei likes her Leedongwook <33333 and and Jaeheeeee<333333 and and ZOMG WHAT’S HIS NAME! I FORGOT ): Rah, the prince guy <33333 Teehee, i think Korean guys are hot. I think im gonna migrate there and find one hot korean guy to settle with! Must have big eyes one! HAHA, ohh gladness wifey i really thought you angry with me :/ it’s good to hear that you’re not (:
I know you need her more
than you need me
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HI I FELL ASLEEP AGAIN. I haven’t finished graded + History notes + All the things i have to do. Yes, nevermind! Sleep is important so i had to have a nap first because i was so exhausted. Phew, im glad i had a good rest (: okay i shall promote something here
JOIN SUDOKU CAUSE IT’S SUDO-COOOOL !
I can’t put the poster here i dont know why ):< CHIAERN DID A SUPERB JOB! THANKS CHIA! I think Aquilians damn cool 
hee like yongmei!
Oh i realised, i have many sad songs in my phone! Haha, i like slow songs and those like “love-sick” songs or something. HAHA, cause i think they’re quite nice in a melancholy way. Joanne says, no wonder im always sad because i like sad songs. HAH i dont know! i think they’re nice. Yeah actually it’s quite true, listening to such songs make me think about ALOT of stuff. Nevertheless, i love them alot <3 I have jumpy songs also lah, but if you want me to count i think i have more slow songs than those hyped up ones. ZOMG IM IN LOVE WITH THE CAOGE SONG <3333 And the song dont know what era HAHA, im super outdated one ): Roar but nevermind, i dont care loh. I LIKE SECONDHAND SERENADE, BOYSLIKEGIRLS, ZHANGSHAOHAN, MAYDAYPARADE <333333 CANT RMB ALREADY ); I’ve heard of deathcabforcuties but never heard of it before :/ Ohwell, time to do work. TRY TRY go yongmei! (:
Yongmei feels terrible now. I don’t know because i can’t type it out right here. It stuck in there again. My brain isn’t functioning at all, okay perhaps my classmates will laugh and say that i didn’t have a brain in the first place. Hah, okay what a joke. Rah, i can’t do this Social studies thing. Oh, im kinda happy that my grades improved and that yesterday a few people said i look like from Track (HAHA). Yeah but well, something’s going on and i don’t know how to resolve this.
I picked up my pen, i tried to think and i tried to write. I can’t possibly do this i thought. This kinda things always seem like my pillar of strength, something i go to school for. And yet, it’s disappearing right in front of me. I tried to catch it once, but it disappeared. I hope that if i make another attempt, it will come back to me once again, because i never wanted it to fly away in the first place. Yes, yongmei is an emo dudey hahah. I’m really staring at my history book now and i want to tear it right now. Everybody’s mugging, i’m beginning to feel the stress. I don’t know how im gonna survive the 2 and 1/2 weeks of June holidays of lessons. I’m getting distracted all the time. My mind is filled with many things. Arghh, so annoying but yes, yongmei has to go to school early in the morning and be happy everyday cause being sad just ruins the whole thing. Yes and my brain isn’t functioning again, something is stabbing my heart.
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Hahah, im adding onto this so i wont seem like i have alot of post. Oh, huiyi is going to China in like 7days ): WILL MISS YOU REALLY REALLY. And i miss bwong, i miss bwong i miss bwong. SHE NEVER REPLY ME SMS ): Hah, maybe sleeping or like purposely one ): Ya la, only one-sided love okay. No wait, im sure she loves me a bit (: And wifey sometimes loves me, and sometimes she doesn’t :/ So, i dont know if she loves me. But im sure that Alicia is in love with me. SHE’S MAD YA.
Boo, i miss bwong ): why isn’t she online today so she can entertain me while im trying to complete my History notes. I have SS but have yet to complete it. Roar, yongmei is like sad now somehow. Hah, sometimes im sad but i can’t seem to find the reason why. I think, there’re too many things so i just chuck them one side. Then, afterawhile i seem to find them back again. Sheez, im so unsuccessful in whatever i do these few days. I think im really losing this motivation. How ): Roar, i seriously need help.
I like to cheat myself
Into believing that this can go on
I know it’s gonna stop cause it ain’t gonna work at all
Filed under: Loved
HAHA i actually fell asleep while writing letter.
Yesterday
Now my class has some conflict. I mean maybe just between 2 people but i realised actually my class has some politics one luh. Hahah, i just found out like a week or two ago. Hmm, must try to help them resolve the problem! If not class will be so :/ Why everyone quarrel? Isn’t it good to be happy happy? haha, oh well. Hockey was fun (: I guess. Played a match with the Secondary 4s and 3s. Super fun! hahah aiyo, bwong had a little problem. Maybe it was too hot. ZOMG ENRU WAS DAMN FUNNY. HAHAHA, and joanne played super well (: Michelle too! Suwenn too! I think everyone had a really great game! OH, i tried to do the turning thing with the ball buti cant do it already! HAHA and i was snatching the ball with joanne then we fell over the white thing. Hahah and coach was like “WHAT ARE YOU ALL DOING” *LAUGHS teehee (: Then it was nightstudy with Ugenie and Joanne. We totally spent our time eating at the faraway coffeeshop. Joanne so annoying, keep messaging eunice and showing me all the EUNICE,EUNICE,EUNICE messages. So i show her all the messages tooo (HAHA HINT HINT). And she was like, stop it ah! stop it ah! HAHHAHA JEALOUS LOH : D
Today
I’m amazed that no one is at home now. Like when i woke up only my sister was beside me sleeping and now she went out so im alone ): Yay but i like it this way cause it’s super peaceful. Hah, okay yongmei is going to find something to eat. Buhbye
Time has separated us so much
Sometimes i don’t know where to start
Filed under: Loved
Okay, im breaking the rule again.
WHATEVER EESHAN, I WONT THANK YOU HAH.
I read someone’s blog and it was about her most probably not getting into exco because she doesn’t have any hope at all. When i read it, i kinda felt sad. I seem to understand what it feels like because it happened to me once. If anyone thinks he/she cannot do whatever it takes to be, PLEASE HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF! I think what is the most important is to have confidence in yourself. Once, i struggled finding the confidence of being a great leader that i want to be. So i perservered and here i landed myself today, and some people hate me cause im too strict WAHAHA Okay, it’s not something proud of.
(manymany smileys)
brenda. says:
Haha OMG DAMN FUNNY (: Yeah i just realised, only abby and wanying ren wo as their spouse ): I LEAD A SAD LIFE HAH. EEYER, my font change to this weird thing. Aye, you know teachers are flooding as with alot alot alot of homework and im already half-dead. Hahah no la, still happy and alive.
OH MY WONG SAYS NO ONE THNKS IM PROUD CAUSE IM LAUGHING EVERYDAY! HOHO REALLY : D LAST TIME HE SAID I AM WINFUL OR SOMETHING. TEEHEE THANKS THANKS
OMG, BWONG IS MAKING ME LAUGH HAHAHAHA
Wanying don’t jealous! I still love you! HAHAHA
hoho, i can sleep but im not sleeping
brenda. says:
OMG stop making me feel guilty
yongmei ♥ says:
teehee
yongmei ♥ says:
you’re supposed to
yongmei ♥ says:
then can treat me better (;
yongmei ♥ says:
you always treat me so badly ):
yongmei ♥ says:
and and and dont love me
yongmei ♥ says:
wanying loves me so much loh ):
brenda. says:
EH EH EH
brenda. says:
i never treat you bad lor
brenda. says:
omergawd
brenda. says:
what you want me to do.. hahah umm what should i call you first? UM UM UM..
HAHAHA OMG BWONG YOU MAKE ME LAUGH (:
sometimes i do not wish to think
sometimes i want things to leave it this way
sometimes i want things to move on
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I was in the bus and this indian mother asked her daughter
“So you want the Ipod the big big one or the small small one?!” Let me inform you, she’s like about P2/3 only? Kids these days, living a luxurious life. Sometimes, we cannot blame them because they were born with a silver spoon in their mouth.
Okay, i have a Nano but it’s because my sister DOESN’T WANT it anymore. Okay, at least i have one but it is not my life and death cause apparently i don’t know more than half the songs in there ):
Okay update for today, i totally embarrassed myself in front of the facial thing! Like, she said it was the treatment time. THE PIMPLE CREAM THING WAS LIKE APPLIED TO ALMOST MY WHOLE FACE. Thanks man. I could hear murmurs and LAUGHTER. Yes this is the best ): Now everyone knows that my face condition really sucks ):< I lead a sad life. HAH, but it’s quite obvious that my skin condition is horrible anyway. ROAR BUT STILL. Yay but i got a free gift anyway. 2 actually! I want the moisturizer(is that how you spell it) ):<
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EVERYONE IS MUGGING SO HARD?! Except leeyongmei :/ Sigh sigh sigh, yongmei has to stop blogging for one day. Hah, today i ate 3 chocolate banana toast in total
I wished i could be like you
All the time
I’ve got to stop. This is gonna be my last 3rd post of the day. As in, my max is 1 post perday. Hah, before i started flooding my own wordpress. Okay great, let’s summarise everything for today.
My mom and dad quarrelled again. Over what? Over a MICROWAVE. Okay, im so happy that i was in wonderland dreaming about me stabbing people to death :O No la, can you believe it, i dreamt about uh shan’t say. Hah, joanne will get super happy because she’s so dream-able. Okay, so they actually quarrelled over a microwave?! So yeah, i’ve got a microwave now. While my mom was figuring out how to work the microwave, she was complaning to me about how complicated it was. “Just get a simple one la!” Then it goes on… So i had a slice of Beef pepperoni pizza and mango pudding at like uhmm 12am.
Next, i totally wasted my time today. Sleeping+slacking+ (okay talking to joanne wasn’t a time waster afterall) She said she misses prawnmee so i was joking about me being the prawn and eunice being the mee. HAHAHA, together we’re the PRAWNMEE! Okay, not funny. HAHA no la actually i think it’s quite funny. And joanne kept laughing loh :] She says we won’t talk anymore when we go JC. Says who ): I don’t really want to think about leaving Stnicks really. No one will miss me ): Sigh, depressing stuff.
It’s 12:35 now and i have yet to lie on my comfy bed to start dreaming. Huiyi says if i don’t sleep my eyebags will be bigger than my head. HAHA how can that happen. If it really does, i still be as pretty as ever. Heheh. Okay great, now she says she doesn’t want to see me with small eyes tomorrow. Yah okay, i know people will laugh saying my eyes are always small. Grrrr, i want big and cute eyes ): Nevermind, i have a cute face already HAHA. Who am i bluffing. I can imagine Joanne’s face reading this Hahaha.
I hope tomorrow will be a happy day. I hope not to see Eunice and Joanne sitting on the bench right outside my class (jealous you know) and see Bwong holding hands with another woman (:
Okay, im so entertaining myself right. Yah, damn boring now. I’m suffocating, need Oxygen. Well, just electrolyse NaOH(l) and i’ll get oxygen HAHA. All the chemistry stuff in my head now. I LOVE CHEMISTRY.
Goodnight, uhmm goodmorning (:
I should keep my posts to a maximum of 3 per day. If not i know i will overshoot this limit. While my sister is flooding my msn with many chinese songs, i flipped through my old diary. The doodles, post-its and many meetings remind me of the wonderful past year. I must say, i had an enriching 2007. It was the year that my life totally changed & when i met really great people that i will remember for life.
Delphine’s post-it was really really funny and it really made me laugh. HAPPYPILLS! Okay it was in a stack of 4/5 (: I think i was really sad so she tried to cheer me up (: I miss you delphine ):< I missed the times when Peiwen, Delphine and I studied together ): It was so much fun. Rah, then again i miss the seniors ALOT. I guess they’re really caught up with work now so they don’t come back and visit.
Okay, yongmei shall just pretend to be very hardworking and try to study.
Sigh, another day of school. Just another routine. I know what I CANNOT BE when i grow up. My ambition was actually a policewoman last year. HAHA can you believe it. Okay no i cant be a policewoman manz, ANTI-ROUTINES. So sad i can’t sing, i can’t dance, im not so beautiful and stuff. HAHA
goodbye world
