I forgot to say this. Suwenn, i just read your friendster comment. Anw, im so happy we talked for one hour on the phone yesterday. Actually, i talked for 55minutes and you talked for 5 minutes! HAHA. We have been busy and stuff and haven’t been talking at all. We have drifted away from each other alot, but one day we’ll be in the same school and we’ll be playing hockey for the same school! And im very sure of that (: I realised since school has started, or maybe since i have started knowing you, we dont havemuch fate with each other. I mean we dont see each other during school times.

The fate between my friends and i are fading away and i think kinda losing touch a little. Everyone has been busy mugging and i see Karen and Leong almost everyday (: Oh talkingabout Karen,

WENYI CAN YOU NOT EVERYDAY TALK TO KAREN?! IM JEALOUS YKNOW! HOW COME HUAHUI JUNIORS SO CLOSE ONE I JEALOUS! NOBODY LIKE THAT TO ME ONE )))):< I SAD. MAKE ME SO SAD ):< WRITE KAREN’S LETTER SO LONG PLUS HAVE POEM. I WANT POEM

<3

I kept to my plan! Only blog on sundays! Yipee. I have to mention about xinyi and eeshan sooooooo HELLO LEONG AND EESHAN! I LOVE YOU ALL! I’m so lazy to blog suddenly, even though i have many things to say. After not coming online for so long, it’s weird to see one whole page of livejournal posts not read and email inbox flooded. Well, i’ve been studying (like crap). i meant crap as in ineffective studying. Someone please shoot me. Somehow i know i can’t get my 9 points already. oh shutup yongmei.

Gees, my parents think im not studying everyday. They scold me cause i come home late everyday. They think i go out to shop and go out with my supposedly BOYFRIEND. *laughs. I’m gonna get a girlfriend. Wait and see. OH PLEASE LAH. Daddy, you want me to study and yet you say that i treat thisplace like hotel 81? Come home for dinner when there’s no dinner anyway? Whatever.

Karen says i have been dao these few days. I’m too tired/lazy to smile. If i smile then good for you. I come home feeling tiredeveryday. Pimples are camping on my face and my throat itches now and then and my eyes just feel like closing during lesson time :/ I’m so annoyed with myself for not studying harder and wasting my time:/

Open house was cool, i came late cause AH LEONG told me it was 1130 but it wasactually 1030. Anw, can you believe it?! A parent was so interested in the frog dissecting!

Me: Okay it’s here. They are dissecting the frog inside. (leads them inside and used the guide paper to cover my face) Well, i had some people trying to drag me in. The reason why i didnt take biology because of the frog dissecting thing okay. (IT’S SO GROSS!) Oh, i FINALLY talk to my wife. Apparently she abandoned me ):to go with___________(Fill in the blanks)

THANK YOU LEONG FOR PRESENT! AND JEANETTE YORKLYN CABRNI DOMINIC IRWIN FOR THE PRESENT <333 I ALWAYS WANTED THAT MUSHROOM THING.

oh, the examiners must have thought i was a joke. My chinese olevels was so funny. I can’t stop laughingat how stupid i was. Bye

Could you stop it yet not stop?

Priscilla: It’s her Happy Sixteenth Birthday!

Yuexiu: What’s so good about birthdays! You’re just getting one year closer to dying!

Yuexiu is super sadistic to the max but she’s so hilarious! Always hitting me but yeah (: Love you<333 It’s my birthday today but hmm okay, it’s a bad and a gtood day. I never expected the good things to come but it did. I shall just list it out (:

Good: I didn’t fail chemistry,  Jessie marietta michelle and annice gave me a surprise during lunch (actually i knew about it during recess) + birthday cake! + i got a free frappe from macs today + And my mom cooked delicious dinner tonight and im gonna have a cake later, it’s not truffle cake from prima deli ))): I don’t know what is it.

Bad (I’m sure this is so much longer): I woke up at 530am today and i didn’t even reach school early, bwong didn’t know it was my birthday )):< Integration test sucks(good thing about it was i slept for 20 minutes during the test HAHAHA shoot me please, i didnt know how to do :/ Shoot me again), recess was without michelle lim ): + Didn’t revise social studies, didn’t study for challenges face by Venice only and HOHO, it came out. I laughed loudly at the paper + I knew how to do the SBQquestion. You won’t believe this but, i thought i wrote down the answer already but actually i didn’t and so it was incomplete and i only realised when time was up. SAY WOW! damnit. The score for hockey match was 0-0, shoot myself. I saw many hockey girls today. I guess i passed my bad luck to them. Shoot myself again. + Someone hasn’t wished me happy birthday yet ):< + Mentee you forgot my birthday )): + vectors test tomorrow i am screwed

I told you the bad things were more. Anw, i really didn’t feel like it was my bday at all and didn’t feel so hyped up and happy but jessie they all made it fun. Yeah, like annice and jessie smashing cake onto my face and pinafore ):< I was chasing annice like some mad kiddo around the canteen. Okay, we were damn childish but it’s still super fun (: 

All i am thinking now is the tests tests and many tests. Oh, justice people didnt even bring their ss stuff to do revision during lit. They were prepared for the test and didn’t need to rush. I’m gonna be like that for next week. This week was just :/ Well, i already know i will screw history a little. But always look on the postive side! I have something motivational that i wrote for myself on my diary which goes : Always look on the bright side of life + It is okay to do badly now, as long as you tried!  Oh i forgot to say, isabelle isolated herself at the corner of the class. I suddenly miss her chattering : D Oh, it’s time to mug and i hope i do not fall asleep tomorrow. Summary test tomorrow (Ihatesummary). Mrs tan, would you please give me your brain for english and english lit? Sigh, wo yao jiang hua yu. Chinese o’s, i really hope i don;t say HUH 3 times to the examiner like what i said to Chen you ming laoshi, no wonder i got so low.

Oh, my whole family is sick. Thanks to me. Bye

Nat-(Bong); said:

PUT YONGMEI L0VES NATANDONLYNAT

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): said:

I THOUGHT YOU SAY DONT PUT YOUR NAME

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): said:

) :

Nat-(Bong); said:

HAHAHA

Nat-(Bong); said:

I THOUGHT YOU HAVE ALOT OF PPLE TO LOVE WHATTTT

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): said:

where gootttttttttttt

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): said:

))):

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): said:

i want to love you also dont let me love

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): said:

HAHAH

Nat-(Bong); says:

because right.

Nat-(Bong); says:

it wont last lor!

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

whyyyy

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

even though it wont last year

Nat-(Bong); says:

everything will end what!

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

I WILL STILL LOVE YOU IN MY HEART

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

really really

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

and i dont have alot of people to love la

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

i will always love my mentee and take care of her :]

Nat-(Bong); says:

haha sure

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

realllyyy

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

see laaaa

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

i got blog about you like everyday

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

i think

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

hahah

yongmei has no one to ♥ )): says:

im not supposed to blog, BUT I SHALL BLOG FOR YOU NOW

NAT CAN YOU NOTTTTTT )): YKNOW VERY WELL I LOVE YOU AND LOOK, IM BLOGGING SPECIALLY FOR YOU! <3 DON’T WORRY,I REALLY LOVE YOU AND CARE FOR YOU OKAY, LIKE REALLY REALLY.

If there’s anything, YONGMEI’S EARS ARE FREE. You can write letter too, and i will reply even with my busy schedule! REALLY! You ah, the only weirdo who doesnt want me to put your name with my big name (: EH REALLY, mentor will really love you! If no one cares, i care for you okay? I write you post it everyday and stick it on your table ;] Okay, maybe everyweek. HEE. I SEE YOU SAD I WILL DEFINITELY PUT OR OR TRY TO CHEER YOU UP <3333 Ehhhhhh, are you secretly sad now or something? You seem to be )): MENTOR SAD TOO IF YOU SAD. Don’t sad dont sad, i love you forever and ever and ever and ever! ON YOUR BIRTHDAY, WHICH IM GONNA FIND OUT SOON, I WILL WRAP MYSELF AND GIVE MYSELF TO YOU. YI SHEN XIANG QU. EH NO NO, IM MARRIED TO 2 PEOPLE ALREADY HAHAHA (: CHEER UP DEAR <3

Wifey must be smiling very happily to herself now because i just told her that im doing her bday present (: I know it’s super late but yeah (: CHEER UP WIFEY, you’ll see me in 2 days. Gosh you must have missed me so much

I SAW JOANNE TODAY!

I decided to cancel my post (: Good for everyone who read it already hee. My own mentor didn’t reply my tag and went to reply wanying’s ):< sigh. I read some person’s blog and she sounded really emo :/ even though i don’t really know her at all HAH, but i know that she laughed at me at investiture ):<

Nat you’re really so funny, okay sheez im mentioning you alot nowdays (: I can see you smiling already, well i think you are. Haha, i do not love you just for the number 12 okay! Nat insisted her mentor was someone called deborah and i was like, “THERE’S NO SUCH PERSON”. In the end it was like rebekah hahah, you pok. Andddd, wanying and you really the same. Told you before and ask me again, short-term memory eh both of you. Hah, sorry can’t meet you on monday morning ):< Actually maybe can if i come earlier to school and meet you at 7 cause im meeting huiyi <333 And i shouldn’t meet you on tuesday huiyi, will give you bad luck for competition (:

Songs: When you look me in the eyes, Just so you know, Take a Bow, Fall for you, Stay close dont go, First love, the way you look at me, only love, lips on an angel (still counting) I like old songs cause im a music noob (: I heard a really nice song on the radio by a new band but i dont know what’s it called cause they playted it for a short while ): Okay goodnight.

I LOVE YOU EESHAN (: you are my sunshine, my only sunshine <333

 We fell into that deep pit together
And, we were happy now.
Now, not for long.
It was actually long gone

I have been out everyday, doing what? Studying,ooo so fun (: Nah, im just convincing myself. Hoho, my mom thinks im either out with my boyfriend/bad company and not studying ): Sigh, i can’t study at home so Leong and i normally stay til like 10 plus to study. Karen leaves early )): A good news for myself; I don’t feel the urge to blog anymore, cause my whole mind is filled with: Globalisation, Venice and Integration. There are so many things in my mind and i forgot what i wanted to say. Oh here goes for my most special mentee NAT! :

Hello mentee you cutey poksy! You can one okay! Yongmei believes you can get into VJC! Just be consistent and study hard. You’ll get in as long as you really really really want it! Yeah? WO XIANG XIN NI KE YI (: Haven’t seen mentee in a long time )): I KNOW YOU MISS ME! (: And i love mentee cause her index number is 12 (: HERE GOES:

1. Yay i love you huiyi (: I’m fine now i guess, but i think still a little :/ Rah, nevermind. MONDAY! (:
2. I saw sining! After a zillion years! Yay
3. I’m in love with Take a Bow by Rihanna, macdonald plays it almost everyday. and ilove EESHAN cause she sent me the song
4. I’mmmmmmmmm soo freaking scared every single day like now, i sleep at 3am like nowadays cause i can’t sleep ):
5. I’m feeling irritated/tired/scared/whatever it is. Actually im still finding a word to describe how im feeling now
6. Number of sent messages: 695 CONGRATUALATIONS, your bills are gonna explode :/
7. I have so many integration questions that i don’t how to do, sheez.
8. I should go back and study really, switch off the computer and say byebye cause i won’t be back for quite long like hmm on 21st i’ll come back here.

Before i forget, pictures for hockey celebration of my birthday on Ugenie/Suwenn’s blog, ignore the one i was holding Ugenie’s card to me haha, i look like i take some award or something. I LIKE MY POLOTEE CAUSE IT’S BLUE (: Red’s the best.

I miss —————————– hockey alot ):<

Sigh, GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR COMPETITION! I won’t go down and support because i don’t want my badluck to go to you all, i rather get knocked down by a car than see you guys lose the match HAH. OHMAN, i do miss seeing the juniors and and all the hocke people ): Yeah, seeing ali’s weird face looking at me and see BWONG! hee.

Say yay, i didn’t touch the computer yesterday at all, whatever.

Sunday: I can’t remember what i did

Monday Happy at first, now worried. I’ll study harder, anyway can take bus with MICHELLE NEO <333 Hi, i missed you alot (: Went to study with leong and karen after that at macs. Today Went out to celebrate my birthday at Fish&Co at Parkmall with Suwenn,Ugenie, Enru and Denise :]

I’m pissed, i’m pissed with you. Well i guess you don’t know

Hello to myself, the next time i’ll be blogging will be on tuesday because you’ll probably wanna post pictures for your own birthday celebration and mat’s (: Then the next time will probably be on the 21st when your family celebrates for you. Today is shall be the goodbye day to your everyday nonsense on the blog because it’s a waste of time even though you need to talk. I shall do this in point form again, much shorter.

1. I slept at 3am yesterday, woke up at 2 today. In cold sweat just now. Gosh, sick eh ):
2. I am left with one literature essay (HURRAY), i have problem with expressing myself. I need lit tuition and i can’t find ALL my literature stuff
3. Bubble tea is too sweet, i ate a packet of rice and i am still hungry.
4. I just copied down the chemistry schedule into my diary, physics one not out yet
5. I know why abigail can forget what tests she had last time.TOO MANY
6. If you see me pulling a long face, please try to cheer me up. I’m prolly too stressed up or feeling sad again. A slight concern from anyone will help ALOT (:
7. If regret not taking archery ):< I think it’s cool. If there’s gonna be games day, im taking SOCCER! Oh wait, floorball too (:
8. I have been spending my days on Social studies, not physics not maths. Math + Social studies day is tomorrow/monday. I think im the only idiot who haven’t started on her amath tys. HOHO, good for myself. I’ve been doing my weaker emath. Sigh
9. Priscilla said i was hardworking. HAHAHAHAH, i laughed VERY LOUDLY.
10. I am not as hardworking as others but i know, my last week of holidays are not gonna be spent for nothing. I’m gonna keep up with my grades and VJC is gonna accept me with a single digit on my report book.
11. HELLO I LOVE UGENIE CAUSE SHE’S LIKE GOING TO VJC TO HELP ME PUT THE DSA THING <333
12. Favourite number heheheh. But i don’t want to get this for o levels. Oh i just realised my birthday is like 24/6 right? 12×2=24 and 6×2=12! Oh gosh, my life is filled with red and 12 (:
13. HELLLO I LOVE YOU EESHAN (:
14. Joanne i think i should not talk to you on the phone for so long even if we miss each other alot ): I’m sad tooooo but yeah, we’re gonna get into the JCs we want and we’re gonna stay in contact too! <3 Michelle, michelle and pohhian, we’re gonna be like the bridge club. I want a group shirt! Anw, im so sad we can’t celebrate my birthday. HAHA.
15. Okay, good bye everyone. Yongmei is gonna like super ace olevels and like maintain her standard for her L1R5. To all the smartypants out there, YONGMEI is gonna be one of you! I admire all of you really, for your time management, consistency and perserverance. Yongmei is working on it, and she’ll be like all of you get single digit. TO ALL SEC FOURS: WO MEN KE YI DE!
16. To sec 3 exco: ALL THE WAY FOR PLANNING FOR YOUTH DAY <3 ni men ye ke yi de (:

I just deleted my long post. I think only eeshan read it, yeah hahah, IT WAS A FUNNAYE POST. I’ll cut it short.

I studied at macs with KAREN for total 14/15 hours (today+yesterday), 8/9 hours in school macs today. Okay i shall just do this in number/point form. It’s much easier (:

1. Joanne so funnayeeeee, i miss joanne, i love joanne (:
2. I miss HUIYI! rah, go thailand never tell me )): WE CAN GO TGT ON FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL OKAY?
3. I miss ben goodiefrienxzxzxz, go camp lah huh ): And your phone not working. Sigh
4. I miss suwennnnnnnnnnnnn )): nevermind! on tuesday! (:
5. I miss michelleeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssss, we cannot go out sigh ):
6. I miss melissa but since your track camp ended and you didnt reply me, RAH HATE YOU ):< HAHA NO LAH, I LIKE LOVE YOU ALOT ): CAN YOU NOTTT NOTNOT REPLY ME ):<
7. I miss brenda wong ):< Sigh, i want to slow jog with youuuuuu
8. I miss eeshan, i love eeshan. wo ai ni! pokepokepoke. You love beansprout too (:
9. I LOVE EESHAN I LOVE EESHAN I LOVE EESHAN (im trying to end at your favourte number)
10. i realised today’s friday the 13th, bad luck day right? But it’s your lucky day! EH NO, you didn’t see me ):
11. Yesterday was my lucky day because, 12 june! it’s 12! and june is 6×2=12! HAHA
12. YAY YAY FAVOURITE NUMBER. YKNOW I SAW A CUTE GUY WEARING MY FAV NUMBER HAHAHAH
13. I LOVE EESHAN EESHAN LOVE LOVE LOVE WO AI NI <333333333 IT’S YOUR FAV NUMBER!!! HEE, I SHAN’T GO ON. I SHOULD GO AND SLEEP SOON AND THIS POST IS LONG TOO, AIYO. WO AI EESHAN <3

TA-DAH! My achievement for today so far (: Just don’t count the whole pink part

I found a superb studying partner, KAREN! <333 Super efficient okay! We didn’t really talk for very very long when we were doing work. Actually we only did for 4 hours but it seemed quite long. I have yet to finish globalisation notes (upthere). Still left with the whole of unit 5 (superlong). Well! Even though mindmap is quite time-consuming and actually if i did like the normal point form way, i could have finished 2 chapters already buttttt, it’s the best way i can rememeber my stuff! My notes are kinda different today! Because i had cutey colour pencils! YAY (:

Meanwhile, the computer is going to be switched off very soon after i have completed my 3rd literature essay then i left with 2 more and notes and ZOMG, dyou know! I did my english comprehension LONGLONGLONG ago AND THEN I LOST ONE OF THEM. ZOMG xintia ): RAH, nevermind! SHALL PERSERVERE. I hate summary )):

TO SUWENN:

Zomg, yknow yknow i really super touched ): I almost cried ))): I thought like nobody will bother about my birthday and and cause i’ve been a really bad friend and and sigh. ZOMG i really damn touched ((: Matilda and i will have a great timeeeee on tuesday! (: I REALLY REALLY DO LOVE YOU ZOMG. You made me so touched yesterday (: You have no idea why im so touched but yeah. I think i need to talk to you soon ah yeah? WO AI NI <333

TO JOANNE:

Zomg, you cutiepie (: YOU DAMN FUNNY. I heard what your mom said. Anw, IM ALSO VERY TOUCHED BY WHAT YOU WANTED TO DO <33333 Zomg, i feel so loved yknow. Like like after not being loved for so long. HAHA, yknow what i mean. YEAH I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT. OHMAN, I WANT TO SEE YOU MARRIED. HAHA okay that was random (:

TO MICHELLE, MICHELLE & POHHIAN

WO AI NI MENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. SO SAD WE CAN’T GO OUT CAUSE YOU ALL BUSY ): and then i got 4 free ktv thingy leh ))): It’s like gonna expire soon ):< OH WELL

OKAY GO COMPLETE MY WORK LIAO. OH YKNOW, I THINK I GOT ALLERGY, MY FACE HAVE ALOT ALOT OF DOTS. Sigh, getting uglier by day ):

I bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about

She’s got everything that i have to live without